Just Call Me “Pee Pants”.

The only way to convey the true mortification I experienced at the gym is to give you too much information. TMI, as they call it on the internet, or #tmi. However you want to frame it, I prefer to avoid situations that put me in this “TMI” category. I’ve learned that some things are out of my control.

Maybe I’m willing to expose my embarrassment because I want another person to know that they are not alone. Or perhaps, honestly, I don’t want to feel alone. I hope I’m not alone in my need to be “cool” at the gym. I especially like to appear like I know what I’m doing and I have my shit together. That I’m not the only one who puts on a facade like I’m doing just fine, when I’m really not. I lift weights and exercise because I feel fucking crazy if I don’t.

It was a Monday morning. I was tired and starting to feel a cold coming on. My head ached and my throat felt scratchy, which made me pretty grumpy. I didn’t want anything to infringe on my gym time, especially a measly cold. I chose to move on, mostly because I couldn’t stay home and” rest “with my three year old, so I proceeded with my routine. It was a chaotic morning with kids fighting, cereal milk spilling and plenty of crying. I didn’t feel well and I knew a good lift was the only hope I had left to raise my spirits.

I dropped River, my 3 year old, off at the daycare and did my usual. I locked my locker, grabbed my  weight belt and started with squats. I’m currently training for a power lifting competition, so my routine is very specific. I follow a plan with heavy weight and low reps. Mind you, I’ve birthed three children so I never leave home without a panty liner, and I must be armed because you never know. But, because I was feeling worn out that day, I assumed I wouldn’t lift heavy,  so I was unarmed. That was my first mistake .

I always feel better after I lift weights, its like my mental medicine. Consequently, I started to feel better, so I moved up in weight. The cold was no longer creeping up on me.

My friend Zach came in, and we said hello to each other. He saw that I was squatting, ” Hey Stacie, ” He said, ” Are you going to go heavy today?” “Yep,” I said. “Im going to go heavy.” He usually spots me, so he nodded and said “Ok, I’ll be over in a minute.” I started to prep my 155 pound squat, which is the heaviest I’ve ever gone, and with respect to reps, it was a challenge.

I was ready. Zach stood behind me and gave me that secure feeling, knowing if I fell on my ass with weight on my back,  I wouldn’t die. There is something about a heavy squat that is exciting and scary, accomplishment mixed with slight danger . ” You got this, ” he said. “I got this” I said in my mind as I dropped down and came up. I did one rep. I was focused and determined as I dropped down again. It was heavy but I had it. I felt strong for a third, that fire burning in my stomach pushed me deep into a 3rd squat. I hit down low and it felt heavy but I was getting back up no  matter what. So I started to push up , I felt my glutes click and suddenly a stream of pee splattered to the gym floor. Not just a drop, A STREAM OF PEE, like I was peeing with pants on and it looked like it. Zach was still behind me, I’m pretty sure I splattered pee on him too. I was fucking mortified. I wanted to run but I had a 155 pound bar on my back. He helped me rack the bar. I was out of breath from the squat and the possible near panic attack from embarrassment. In that small lapse of a second I had an impulse to cover it up, so I started rubbing my Converse over the pee to cover it. Nope that wasn’t going to work, I couldn’t exactly grind wet pee into the floor.

He commended me, ” You did it!” I was so distracted by my pee I wanted to DIE. Another lapse of a thought said ,”Fuck it Stacie, just own it, there is nothing you can do to cover this up, you moron.” I laughed a little,and Im pretty sure my eyes were popping out of my head and  I said,”ummm, yeah I did it but I peed my pants.”  “It happens,” He said. He made nothing out of it, it was as if nothing happened. I was waiting for him to start pointing and laughing at me, announcing to the entire gym. “Stacie peed all over the floor!!!!!!!!!!” ” LOOK everyone, introducing Stacie The Pee Pants Davis!” But no, he did none of the above. He just sort of chuckled with an accepting look in his eyes.

I wanted to roll myself like a ball of yarn, and jump into the garbage of used paper towels by the StairMaster. But no, life went on. And the pee didn’t clean itself up. That may have been the worst fucking part. I grabbed a few paper towels while feeling horrified about being human. Much less putting my bodily functions on display at the ONE place where I had an possibility of looking cool. Seeing as I’m married to a man who sounds like he shits his pants in public, I saw the irony.

It wasn’t over. Zach helped me clean up the pee continuing a conversation about squatting and handed me the simple green spray.  Gone went the pee, and seconds later it was as it nothing happened. The humility I felt could have ripped my skin off as I stood there with wet pants. Thank God the pants were dark. I thought to myself, FUCK, the ONE day I didn’t wear a panty liner. THE ONE DAY!!!! But isn’t that life’s way of keeping us alive? Just when you think you’re cool, you pee your pants mid-squat.

I’m still waiting to walk in the gym tomorrow and hear, “Here comes Pee Pants Stacie !” And everyone is throwing pads at me like Carrie, ” You need a pad, Pee Pants?!!???” As laughter erupts, “Look, it’s Pee Pants I Can Squat 155 And Piss Myself Davis!!!”

It hasn’t happened yet, but I can assure you I will never leave home without my Poise Pad again.

OCR Transformation- Wes Blake

ORM presents the series of stories on OCR Transformations. Runners and athletes whose mind body, and spirit have been altered through obstacle racing.

As a kid growing up Wes was always overweight. It had a tremendous impact on his life and made things hard for him. Making friends was difficult and the friends that he did have would still pick on him because he was the “fat” kid. For many years after high school Wes tried all the different diets out there. Atkins, weight watchers, nutrisystem, you name it he tried it in an effort to lose weight. He never really had a friend that would take him under their wing and show him the way to be healthy.

Wes was bullied alot because of his weight and the fact that he would not fight back. He would just shut down and take the bullying. Wes was always told that he wasn’t good enough, he was too fat, or too slow to do anything. This caused him to not want to tryout for anything, even if he was really good at it. Shopping for clothes was even worse because he always had to shop in the big mens store and he couldn’t wear the trendy fashions that his friends were all wearing because of his size.

Wes says that, “people would laugh at me and it was extremely hard to approach any girls because I wasn’t part of the cool crowd.” In turn he kept to himself and found other ways to spend his time. Wes can’t really limit this to one specific event. There were multiple events leading back to childhood that forced him to make the change and to start his journey to a new and improved, and healthier Wes.

One day about 4 years ago he woke up in the middle of the night by what he thought was gas. Turned out that Wes had Gallstones and his blood pressure was through the roof. They removed his gall bladder and he made a promise to himself that he was going to get healthier. Not only for himself, but for his family as well.

Back in 2014 after having multiple health issues and just not leading an overall healthy lifestyle, he decided to make a change. He had constant high blood pressure even with medications, which were being increased every appointment because he couldn’t get it under control. He was smoking at least a pack of cigarettes a day, drinking and eating completely unhealthy. It was at this time that he looked at his 4 grandchildren and decided to make a change to be around for them and his family.

He started hanging out with friends that had a like mindset and were working towards their own weight loss goals. They taught him how and what to eat and how to exercise properly. He used to laugh because he was never known as a runner and he turned to them to help him with any advice they may have since they had worked hard and were attaining their goals.

In 2014, he had just started running and began getting serious about his health. His friends in turn challenged him to do a Rugged Maniac that August. He had heard about the OCR community from them and had already met alot of great people who welcomed him with open arms. They showed Wes that getting in shape didn’t have to be work and that it could be alot of fun. They accepted him for who he was and they liked him as Wes. Not one time did they pass judgement because he was overweight, or because he couldn’t do what they could do.

In August of 2014, Wes ran his first race a Rugged Maniac. His friends David Yates and Richard Estep challenged him to sign up and race with them. He knew he would never be able to keep up with them, but he decided to do it anyway. He signed up and they helped him train. David and Richard helped him prepare for the toughest challenge of his life.

Wes worked for 7 months to get ready for the race. When the race started his friends got well ahead of him. He did a majority of the race by himself. As he approached about a mile to the finish, he look up and there was David and Richard. They were coming back out to the course to finish the race with him. After that race Wes had a fire lit under him that he never had before. He was already looking forward to doing his next race, which was the “Down and Dirty” that October. He wasn’t as prepared as he wanted to be, but he went out and gave 100% and completed the race. That was the end of his first race season, but he was determined to make the 2015 season even better and he trained to do so. He started going to more events to learn different techiques and ways to make himself better. There were alot of people that were willing to help him attain his goals and they are still in his life today.

March of 2015, Wes ran his first ever Spartan race in Conyers, Ga. He didn’t know anyone there and ran with a stranger that later became a friend, Marcus Conyers. Marcus offered to go with him and help him along the course. They started the Sprint and along the way he severely sprained his ankle. It hurt him to walk, but Marcus would not let him quit. They stayed together the entire time with Marcus helping him through the obstacles. It was at this time he knew that he had to get serious about training, he didn’t want to have to rely on others to get through a course again. He wanted to be able to do it himself. When Wes crossed the finish line that day, he was met by lots of cheers and hugs from everyone. They told him how proud they were that he didn’t give up and kept fighting through the course with an injury.

Wes contributes his success to his friends David Yates and Richard Estep. They believed in him and cheered him on to complete his first OCR. They helped him to succeed by pushing him to his limits and beyond. He appreciates his GORMR (Georgia Obstacle Racers and Mud Runners) teammates for always giving encouragement and letting him know how strong he can be. He is also successful due to his family’s love and support. He says, they “have been ther since day one, with the traveling and putting up with a hectic race schedule.” Most of all his parents, they have always believed in him since he was a child. They always taught him to go out and prove to himself and not others that he can do accomplish what he sets his mind to. There is a host of people Wes would like to thank and the list could go on and on but he had to keep it short.

Currently, you can find Wes spending 3 to 4 days in the gym working on everything from cardio to strength. Two times a week he tries to get out to a local trail working on building distance and cardio in order to be prepared for the next event.

At the time Wes started his journey he weighed close to 440lbs. He smoked cigarettes and ate very unhealthy. He was on blood pressure medication and was also a chronic sufferer of gout.Currently, he is down to 275 lbs! He has not smoked since he began his journey in 2014. He has now adopted a cleaner and healthier eating lifestyle that he incorporates everyday. He admits the temptaions are there, but that is where his new found will power comes in.

OCR Transformations-Bill Pollackov

ORM presents the series of stories on OCR Transformations. Runners and athletes whose mind body, and spirit have been altered through obstacle racing.

When Bill was young, really for as long as he can remember, he was always a competitive athlete. From swimming to football and wrestling, Bill seemed to always be either practicing or competing. When he got to college, he joined the fire service and served as a firefighter/EMT for 9 years. Food was his escape. Anytime something was stressful, going wrong, or even good, eating helped him get through it. Sweets and ice cream were his go to. For many years this didn’t manifest as he was burning many of those calories.

Bill and his wife Tracy 2013

When Bill got married to his wife in 1995 they moved to Syracuse, NY. They moved so his wife could go through graduate school. It was there that his activity levels began to decrease, and his food intake didn’t change. By the time they moved to North Carolina in 1998, Bill had added about 50 lbs to his frame. “I was never a small guy, so even 50 lbs was manageable”. When he left the fire service is when the weight really began to hit him.

By 2013, Bill’s weight was over 450 lbs and it consumed his life. At that time he says fast food was about, 45-50 percent of his diet he was drinking between 2 and 2 ½ gallons of diet coke a day. One of the biggest shockers for Bill was when he went clothes shopping.  He was trying on shorts and surpassed the size 60 mark.

When Bills’ father passed away at age 59 in 2001 of a weight related disease, he was wearing a size 64 pants. “I remember cleaning out his closet and promising myself, I would never get to that size.” Bill describes that the feeling that came over him walking out of that store with a size 60 pair of shorts was overwhelming. He knew something had to change but was paralyzed with fear. He had tried with family to work out and exercise, but was constantly getting injured. He could not run or jog, and all movements caused him pain.

The motivation to change came from two really good friends that asked to meet with him one day. That morning was the day that reshaped his outlook on a lot of things. These men spoke to some of the areas that he was neglecting in his life including his; ministry, work, and family. It was not until then he realized that he was in a complete depression and was in the process of eating himself to death. He stepped on the scale that day and weighed right at 460 lbs. Something finally clicked for Bill. He had no idea what to do or how to do it, but something had to change.

Bill decided to meet with a surgeon to speak about bariatric surgery as an aid. This is what he now determines to be a turning point in his life. The doctor told Bill that this surgery, if he had it, was only a tool. Surgery would not solve his problems unless he dedicated himself to changing his diet and started exercising more. He was sold on this idea.

Bill’s surgery was on April 27, 2015. By surgery date he had already lost 55 lbs. He had completely abandoned fast food and his last diet coke was on January 3, 2015. There were some complications with his surgery as they had to remove his gallbladder as well, because it was basically one huge stone. In his follow up appointment is where the OCR seed was planted. Dr. Rao told him … “Here is your plan. In 2017 I want you to run the Gate River Run (15k) and in 2018 I want you to do a Tough Mudder or Spartan Race, deal?” He said he was definitely up for the challenge!

About 2 months after Bill’s surgery, he stepped back into the Gym. He walked in that morning very hesitant, not sure what to expect. In December 2015, he went to another gym to welcome a friend who was trying it out. He was very excited till he saw the workout….There in the middle of it was running….a full mile.

“I remember feeling my heart sink and I immediately accepted failure as my Goliath stood looming over me”. But he did his best, completed a full mile and was able to complete the rest of the workout as well. He shared that day with the group this was the first mile he had run since 1997.

The next morning, he went for a run on his own and completed a whole 5k. Over the next few weeks he pushed himself as far as 5 miles and felt good about it. He realized that something had really changed in himself. He was over 150 lbs down, and he felt great. Bill decided that he wanted to finish every distance of a running race that year. 5k, 10k, 15k and half marathon. Done, done, and done. On Thanksgiving day, with his friend Jim running by his side and his family cheering like crazy, he completed a half marathon. Bill ran the entire 13.1 miles with an 11 min pace….but his focus was 2 weeks away….SPARTAN.

When Bill decided to do the Spartan Race, he had about 5 months to train. Completing the Spartan however, has really kept him going! That was his first and only OCR. (That will drastically change this year) He says, “I can remember approaching the inverted wall and being terrified. I almost just went around and did the burpees. But my team was there, I jumped on, and zipped straight over. I was on top of the world…..I truly felt like a Spartan”.

Bill killing the obstacles at his first Spartan

Bill gives thanks first and foremost to his Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for guiding him through this gauntlet. Without his salvation, he says he would not have been able to endure this test.

Family 5k

His amazing wife, Tracey of 21 years and his kids Luke (16) and Chloe (13) are his greatest fans and partners.  They completed a 5k as a family this year, and he can see his influence in all of their training as Luke aspires to play college football one day and Chloe cheerleads and enjoys basketball and volleyball.

First Spartan finish with friends Anthony and Denea

Anthony and Denea Widener will always be credited with being the largest catalyst in showing Bill his true value and assisting him in achieving his goals and dreams. Jason Palmisano and his family for bravely following their dream of Trinity Fitness and spreading the gospel and wellness to all.

Bill trains 3 times a week in the morning at TF. Those workouts are all metabolic conditioning so they change up daily. No matter what the workout at the very end he adds in an extra ½ mile run. He also adds other runs usually once or twice a week. Sometimes it will be 3-5 miles running, other times it will be about 3 miles with breaks every ¼ mile for some type of bodyweight exercise (burpees, push ups, sit ups, ect…).

December 2014 – resting heart rate 97. BP 135/90. Weight 460 lbs
January 2017 – resting heart rate 61. BP 118/78. Weight 225 lbs.

OCR Transformations- Frannie Steele

ORM presents the series of stories on OCR Transformations. Runners and athletes whose mind body, and spirit have been altered through obstacle racing.
“I have grown so much not only physically and athletically, but mentally, emotionally, socially, and spiritually.”

Frannie Steele grew up in Holland, Michigan up until her college years moving to the east side of the state in metro Detroit and Ann Arbor. She spent her childhood running around on a farm and taking care of horses up until her parents divorced. She believes that was the turning point for her unhealthy lifestyle. Between puberty, peer pressure, bullies, and depression she had gained enough weight to launch her over 200lbs by the age of 15. It wasn’t until she got a puppy that really started her long journey to health. That puppy needed to be walked, and walking turned into running, and she hasn’t stopped accomplishing the goals she set for herself.

Frannie’s first OCR was the 2013 Indianapolis Sprint. At that race she slipped on the Slip Wall (ironically, she admits) and upon impact her knee hit one of the knots in the rope. She limped across the finish and after letting medical do what they could. She rode 4.5 hours back home straight to the hospital. After medical staff found no cartilage to be in her knee with the IT Band under the patella, they told her she would “probably never be able to run again.” But giving up running wasn’t really a choice for Frannie. After about a year in physical therapy she had started to train and condition the IT Band. So re-injury to her knee would be less likely to happen again. It was a hard time for her and there was plenty of pain. But, she says that first mile back running “never felt so good.” Every day she has to deal with her knee injury and some pain but the stronger she has gotten the easier it’s gotten.

Then in late 2015, Frannie saw an ad for Spartan Race again and thought, “you know what, I’m going to do this again and finish the way I should have finished.” Only this time she ran a Spartan Super instead of the Spartan Sprint. It was very difficult for her, but Frannie ended up doing much better than she expected. A few weeks after completing the Spartan Super she thought, “you know what, I’m going to go for the trifecta.” And that’s exactly what she did, which fueled the start of her 2016 racing.

There’s one event that Frannie states has greatly impacted her OCR and running lifestyle, which  was the overnight 2016 Chicago HH12HR. She doesn’t believe her mindset really changed until after completing her first endurance event.  Frannie didn’t even know what it was that she signed up for, she was just participating because a friend talked her into it. There she was introduced to something she didn’t even know what to expect. What they say about the hurricane heats, and the endurance events that Spartan puts on is that you can’t train for them. You can never know what to expect and she admits that it is 100% true.

Frannie believes she was better off not knowing a single thing about it starting out for her first one. She was forced to pull things from nowhere, from deep inside herself, and use knowledge she didn’t know she had. She pushed herself past the physical limits she had previously known that she was capable of and found something within herself that sparked a fire. From that day on it she says “it has been a nonstop grind to see what I’m capable of and the dedication and passion to push myself to accomplish my goals. I have grown so much not only physically and athletically, but mentally, emotionally, socially, and spiritually.”

These are the things that pushed her to participate in the China Agoge. Frannie was medically removed from this race resulting in DNF. Even though she didn’t finish the race…she still left the Great Wall with things no material possession can replace. The things she learned and experienced she says she will have for a lifetime. The people she was with are people she will forever share a bond with. She believes by testing her mental fortitude with endurance events, she is able to physically push herself to the limits.

Endurance events teach you most importantly that you must work together as well as individually in order to complete a task, or reach a goal. The same is true for all things in life.”

Those who contribute to success are her family. Her family shows a huge support for her and her active lifestyle, knowing how much she has struggled with her weight. She is also thankful to Team Warrior State of Mind and Mark Petersen who supported her and had faith in her. Without Team WSOM she wouldn’t have been able to attend the AGOGE 003 in China. But more importantly she wouldn’t have met Mark, whom she says is a role model to her in every possible way.

Currently, Frannie Steele is training for a few things. For 2017, she has decided to switch gears from mainly running OCR to mainly running Ultras and endurance events. She is also gearing up to accomplish the Spartan AGOGE 006 UK at the Isle of Skye. Not far behind that goal is a 100 mile race, a handful of HH12HR, Ironman 70.3, and the Killington Ultrabeast.

For training she currently bikes 3 times a week, runs 5-7 times a week, and swims 1-2 times a week. Weight training is 2-3 times a week following a run usually to build endurance in strength. She also recently started yoga and meditation to satisfy the mind as well in a different way studying doesn’t quite cover.

From 219lbs at her heaviest to 141lbs now, Frannie Steele has changed herself not only physically, but mentally and hopes to inspire others to challenge themselves and to change their lives by being active. You can follow her on Instagram www.instagram.com/fmsteele1

New Spartan Rules : Yancy Culp Speaks Out

Editor’s note : Yancy Culp is arguably the most prolific trainer in OCR these days. Through Yancy Camp, his training programs and stable of trainers (which includes Matt Novakovich, Ryan Kent, Rose Wetzel, and April Dee), have become one the leading resources for hundreds of athletes in our sport. The following are his views regarding the recent Spartan Rule announcement. This announcement includes changes which state Spartan Gear must be worn on the podium at all Spartan Races. We’ll include a link to his website at the bottom of his article.

Since the rules changes were shared around on Facebook I’ve been able to talk to a lot of people through phone calls, text messages, social messaging, and email. I have great appreciation for both sides of this discussion. I fully support a company’s right to outline rules and conduct as they see fit. I also understand the top level athletes showing concern when levels of control are put in place. It’s a great discussion to have early on in a sports infancy. Spartan has performed far beyond and accomplished more than most of us could have ever thought possible for our sport of OCR in a short period of time. I’m one of the biggest supporters of Spartan and the entire OCR racing community. The racing experiences they have provided for us over the past 5+ years has been nothing short of amazing. Many like to say, “the sport is so young”, “we’re not there yet”, “we’ll never be big like other sports”, etc. Try and find another sport that had as much success as OCR during the first few years of existence. I’m willing to bet you can’t find one. Basketball started out with a group shooting homemade balls in to a bushel basket. They weren’t as far along as OCR was five years in. I think it’s safe to say Basketball has made it to the big time. I could go on for days providing other examples.

We’ve moved very fast and Spartan has done an exceptional job keeping their foot on the gas. Because of great organizations/leagues, employees, sponsors, television networks, fans, and high performance athletes, there are sports that aren’t on the excitement scale of OCR who have had a crazy level of success while generating billions of dollars.

One problem that comes up when topics like this surface is the fact that some get extreme with their rhetoric vs trying to understand the topic from both sides. People will lash out with rhetoric that serves little to no purpose while a graciously direct conversation can go on in the middle and things can get accomplished.

Spartan has to operate under a budget watching P&L’s, EBITDA numbers, etc. and at the end of quarters and annually, they have to show success and profit. The television networks have to do the same thing. The high level athletes who have brought a lot to the sport and have been a big part of the success also have to operate under a budget. Most organizations in the sport of OCR have aligned their races in a way to create high level competition and OCR is a sport. Without the top level athletes you have a televised event. With the top level athletes you have an edge of your seat viewing experience that’s a full blown race! If you watched the NBC and CBS televised races on Christmas Day 2016 you saw how the networks spent a lot of time showing the audience top level athletes going toe to toe out on course. The viewers start following the top level athletes and all successful sports have top level athletes creating edge of your seat excitement. We love it and we always will!

The sport has top level athletes grooming their work schedules and teaming with sponsors in a way that allows them as much time at possible to train and race. There are also athletes who are earning enough money with the sport to train and race full time. Some of the athletes in both categories are accomplishing this because of support from the race organizations they align with and they receive additional sources of revenue from other sponsors. Because of the high level athletes who dedicate a huge amount of time annually training, the sport has worked its way in to a situation where the athletes are arguably being considered some of it not the best athletes on the planet. We are also a sport now where top level athletes from other sports can’t waltz in and knock off our top level athletes.

Podium Shot

Up to this point, Spartan and other OCR organizations have allowed athletes to use their bodies and garments to market their sponsors, which as Spartan recently said, has played a key role in the development of the sport. In my opinion, this has been a very smart move on their part and I hope rules and conduct continue to allow this to take place in a way where the athletes can continue using their body and garments to support their sponsors. A very large majority of the top level athletes are in agreement. There are great examples where this has been very successful and there are examples where athletes have been overly controlled. Golf is an example many don’t think about. When you watch golf on television you’ll see almost every golfer wearing different hats, visors, shirts, using different clubs, balls, golf bags, etc. There is definitely a level of control in place with golf but the athletes have the freedom to promote their sponsors. Golf is performance based. Prize winnings can be very high if you perform well and sponsorships can be huge. Like most other sports, when you watch golf on television, the top golfers get the majority of the air time. They get to show off their sponsors and a healthy amount of money is earned. There are other sports models that have had similar success where the athletes make a very nice living. In other successful sports there are strong league minimums where the lowest paid athletes are paid very well and the highest performing athletes earn huge annual salaries. In most if not all the cases listed above, all the people involved in making the sport great are making a good living off the sport. Both models can work very well. The Track and Field/Athletics comparison is brought up a lot in the world of OCR conversations. This is in large part because the majority of top level athletes in the sport make very little money and the athletes consider the model unfair. Their bodies and garments they wear are also heavily controlled which doesn’t create a situation where outside sponsors want to give them any attention and create partnerships. I personally know that a vast majority of top level athletes in the sport of OCR do not want a model that would ever look like track and field.

My next point may ruffle some feathers but I think it’s important to bring up. Imagine if you were a top level athlete in your sport and the organization/league/federation was involved in very large sponsorship deals and you were paid very little to no income. Imagine being controlled to the point to where outside sponsors weren’t interested in teaming with you because you had very little ability to market their brand during competitions, on podiums, etc. Imagine being that high level athlete and being the lowest paid individual in the ranks of all involved in making the sport what it is. In the world of Track & Field, this is the case.

We are knee deep in an awesome time in our sports history where Spartan Race along with NBC and a lot of top level athletes are creating amazing viewing experiences. We’re moving in to the 5th year of NBC televised Spartan events. It has been successful! Without a level of success, there’s no way NBC could continue putting together a budget to come back each year. Private business just doesn’t work that way. Now we have Tough Mudder partnering with CBS and they will have seven televised races in 2017 which follow up the successful World’s Toughest Mudder race that aired on Christmas Day. The top level athletes have been a huge part of the success. Many top level athletes rely on outside sponsors to help supplement their ability to train and race full time or as much as possible. When Spartan launched the latest rule changes, it was presented in a way that the majority of top level athletes didn’t know about the changes until after they were already posted. Most can probably understand why the top level athletes would be alarmed when they saw the new rules being posted around social media by individuals who found them on the website. The rules stated you are required to wear the Spartan issued headband for the entire race and purposely discarding headband during the course of the event will be subject to DQ & In order to be eligible for awards racers agree to wear a Spartan branded finisher shirt or other shirt of Spartan’s choosing for any award ceremony and promotional photos. It also discussed consent to WADA drug testing which is a rule I’m confident the majority of the top level athletes are excited about.

I think most, including myself, understand why Spartan and other organizations need to have some level of control in place to ensure corporate sponsors are happy and for other reasons. I also think it’s important for people to understand why most top level athletes don’t want their bodies and garments controlled at a level that would inhibit their ability to promote their sponsors. There is common ground here for sure.

Yancy and Morgan

I’ll close with something that I feel can be a game changer in a world where there seems to be a lack of civility often times when processes, issues, challenges, and decisions are being made. No matter if you’re knee deep in the middle of what’s happening, or on the outside looking in, avoiding snap extreme decisions with your actions and words can go a long way in helping promote graciously direct dialogue and actions which is where great things get accomplished. Avoiding the extremes on both side will almost always put you and everyone involved in a better situation.

Much love to everyone involved in making the past 5-6 years an amazing experience for us all. From Austin Texas, here’s to an awesome year of training and racing.

2.3.17 Update to this article – A conversation with Joe Di from Spartan Race.


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Sorry OCR, We’re Breaking Up

Kiss My Ass Goodbye, JK I love you all!

This is the story of my love affair with obstacle racing, and how it all has to come to an end.

It’s pretty obvious that I haven’t posted on obstaclenews.com in a while, nor on YouTube, Instagram, or Twitter. I’ve published a few videos to my personal Facebook page, but all-in-all, ION has taken a big back seat in my life. To be honest, it’s always been a side-hobby, never the full-time job I had envisioned when I started.  So what’s the big deal?  Why not just keep doing it for fun, on occasion, and not quit all-together?  The truth is that I’ve tried that.  For the last two years, I’ve cut back on my obstacle races, going from a paltry 6 or so events in 2014, to four last year, and only three in 2016.  It’s impossible to report on OCR from the sidelines, and so not showing up to events has caused me to miss out on a lot of what happens in the community.  New stars rising, old legends coming back, and countless stories of triumph, pain, losses, and gains, have fueled my FOMO (fear of losing out).

It’s Not You, It’s Me

So, what’s wrong with OCR? Why quit? Actually, there’s nothing wrong with OCR, just me and my relationship to it.  In fact, it’s OCR’s addictive nature, and it’s ability to take over every aspect of a person’s life that has caused problems in mine.  My Facebook feed is filled with OCR friends, my calendar is filled with OCR events, and my thoughts are constantly drawn to OCR.  As a husband and father of three, I can’t be spending hours of my life training, and traveling away to races, when I’m already giving a weekend a month (plus two weeks a year training) to the Air National Guard.  Even though many families do OCR together, and my kids have enjoyed the races we’ve done, my family has no real interest in OCR.  I’m not about to leave them for OCR, and the constant friction it creates, makes even the slightest hint of it in my life unnecessary.

This Isn’t My First Rodeowarrior-dash-postrace-mud

Once upon a time, I was a triathlete.  I had a few age-group podiums in my time, and just like OCR, I was obsessed.  Once I started racing, I couldn’t stop.  I spent money on gadgets I couldn’t afford, I traveled to far away places, and my wife supported me, but I could always tell it was hurting our relationship.  I was being selfish.  That was from 2000 to 2004, so when we started having kids, and moved across the country several times, I stopped doing triathlon completely.  I got fat next, and in an attempt to get in shape I raced one or two more triathlons in 2007 and 2008.  Those went ok, but as a former track sprinter, I decided the problem was endurance sports, not me.  Definitely not me and my selfishness.  I tried my hand back out on the track, but there are very limited opportunities to race where I live and so when OCR came along in 2010, I followed it from a safe distance, until I finally did my first Warrior Dash in May 2012.  I hated it.

Being Inspired

For whatever reason that I don’t remember, two things inspired me to start running obstacle races and launch the Inside Obstacle News channel on YouTube.  First, was Hobie Call.  I’d never heard much about Spartan Race at the time, and I’d been following the rise of Tough Mudder when I met Paul Buijs of MudandAdventure.com, along with the TM Co-Founders in NYC at a talk they were giving about growth marketing for events back in March of 2012.  I was focused on my own brand of race called Triple Sprint (a triathlon for sprinters), so I never cared much about TM or Spartan, until I watched a video featuring Hobie’s attempt to win every Spartan Race that year.  (This might be the video, but I feel like the one I watched was longer, with interviews of Hobie and Joe DeSena).  After watching Hobie dominate, I started paying attention to Spartan more closely; the top athletes, locations, and the Spartan World Championship.


Matt B Davis RunsSimultaneously, I stumbled upon the original Matt B. Davis Runs podcast (Before he created ORM).  I don’t remember listening to podcasts prior to 2012, but I drive a lot, and occasional do a long run, so podcasts became my new thing and now I listen to Tim Ferris, Nerdist, Startup, This Week in Startups, and more.  At the time, Matt podcasted live on Monday nights and you could write-in questions, while he talked to athletes about that weekend’s race.  The other listeners chatted in the side-bar and this is how I became part of the early community of OCR.  I’m not an OG, by any stretch, but I soon began friending everyone I could find on Facebook, from Hobie and Matt, to Amelia, Margaret, and the legendary, back tattooed Ray Upshaw.  Matt’s podcast gave us play-by-play action from the front lines of races across the country including WTM and the Death Race.  At the time, it was one of the only ways to know what was happening on race weekend.

Humble Beginnings

One day, I said to Matt, “You should do your show with video and make it like a real sportscast.”  Fortunately for me, he felt like video production would be too work intensive (it was) and he wanted to focus on the podcast because free-form audio interviews suit him better (they do).  Since he wasn’t going to do it, I decided there was nothing stopping me from starting a show of my own and Inside Obstacle News (ION) was soon launched in December 2012.  At first I focused on Skype interviews with popular athletes and race directors during the “off-season” winter months.  The production required little effort, but editing 60 minutes of talking heads, by adding pictures and graphics, down to a 30 minute show became time-consuming.  With no races anywhere near me for another four months, it was all I could do, and I cranked out about 10 episodes along with a few training tips I called the “WOD Hacker.”  Even back then the show disrupted my family time and soon I was missing bedtimes to interview or edit.

Just a Taste

Remember when I said I hated the Warrior Dash?  Well, there’s a real backstory for that and maybe that’s an exaggeration.  I was still in my “Prima Donna Triathlete” phase where getting a single pebble in your shoe could ruin an entire race.  In May of 2012 I was 230 lbs, under-trained, and just coming off antibiotics for a bronchial infection.  The 5k WD course took place on a relatively flat motocross park in Maryland, but it felt like Killington to me at the time.  It was miserable.  I was dirty, tired, and annoyed by the raucous behavior of some of the other attendees.  Triathlons are high-brow events with elitists, wetsuits, fancy bikes, and no medals unless you won your age-group.  Warrior Dash volunteers were handing out medals to everyone!  Here’s my original review of that race and to be fair I did have fun with my friend, but overall, I was harsh.  So, how did I get from hating on Warrior Dash to starting my show about OCR?  The community.

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As I listened more and more to Matt’s podcasts, read articles on Mud and Adventure, Dirt in Your Skirt, and Mud Run Fun, I started building my connections on Facebook.  I joined Facebook groups like All Things Obstacle Racing, Spartan Racers World Wide, and Obstacle Racer.  Hearing about everyone’s amazing transformations, and wanting to replicate their successes, I signed up for more races in 2013.  I couldn’t wait to meet everyone in real life and so in April 2013 I did the first ever CitiField Spartan Stadium Sprint, where I got to interview and meet OCR legends like Joe DeSena, Joe DiSteffano, Hunter McIntyre, Miguel Medina, Laura Messner, Alex Nicholas, Olaf Dallner, Bob Mulholland, and many more.  Getting my face and name out there, people started to recognize me.  I published my first race report on YouTube, which is still one of my most viewed videos.  Most importantly, I met tons more people to add to my growing OCR Facebook Family, and my love of the sport blossomed.

Growing Pains

VT 2014 FinishThrough the rest of 2013 I started training more, built an 8ft wall in my yard, raced a local Mud Run called R3-Ops, participated in the ill-fated Superhero Scramble, and traveled to Vermont to report on the Spartan Race World Championship.  During each race, I ditched my family for entire weekends, took selfies with all my new family, and never realized that while I was away having fun, my family was suffering.  I justified it by saying I was working on changing careers, and I was, but I just didn’t understand the damage that my new obsession was inflicting on them.  The Spartan World Championship in 2013 was my best video yet, received my highest views to date, and more importantly, cemented my status as player in the OCR media.  While there, I met more legends like Matt “the Bear”, Amelia Boone, and Scott Keneally.  I showed up to Killington to report on the Press Conference, the one and only Beast Feast, and the Saturday Pro Race, but also ended up scoring a media pass to run the Sunday Beast.  I was totally undertrained and it nearly killed me; Eight hours and twenty some odd minutes later, my body was toast, but I finished.  And that’s where a lot of the problems started.  After a big race weekend, because of my lack of training, or just the all-out effort, I would come home destroyed and unable to do anything.  This would leave my wife alone in keeping the family running, not just for the weekend, but sometimes the entire week after.  Where was the sympathy? I was in pain! Didn’t they understand how hard the race was and what an amazing accomplishment finishing had been?  I didn’t get it at the time, but it was all selfishness.

Further Up and Further In

Hobie's Extreme NationMy season ended in October that year, since I was unable to attend World’s Toughest Mudder, but my presence at the Vermont race and my resulting video were well received, so I starting planning on making ION even bigger.  In 2014, I returned to CitiField, finished Wintergreen, and completed the Killington Beast again to get my Spartan Trifecta.  My friend Brad Fredricks encouraged and inspired me to make ION great, and become the media face of OCR. One of the coolest things I got to do that year was Hobie’s Extreme Nation Race in Florida.  I spent money I didn’t have to fly down and report on the race.  Besides the spectator-friendly format allowing me to record the race from start to finish, I got to run the short course with Matty B. in the first and only ever “Media Heat” (for the record I won, but Matt is a better runner than me).

Name Dropping

Interviewing Ryan AtkinsOne of the best parts of the weekend was hanging out with a little known racer who had just won WTM and the Winter Death race.  Matt B. told me these two Canadian dudes needed a ride to the Airport in Tampa, tomorrow.  Since I was staying in Orlando and my flight wasn’t for two more days, I agreed.  I got to spend an entire day, just driving around Tampa with Ryan Atkins and his friend Kelsey.  He’s the real deal; super humble, and very polite.  We ate pizza, watched Kevin Hart in The Ride Along, and got Starbucks.  Afterward, they asked me to drop them off on a random street corner in Tampa.  They were going to hike around all night, and then walk to the Airport for their 5am flight.  Makes perfect sense if you don’t want to get a hotel room and you’re pretty used to hiking miles on end in the dark.  Any Death Racer could agree.  Normal mortals? Not so much.

Set Backs

Battlefrog Mines & MeadowsShortly after that expensive trip to Florida I lost my job.  I was working two part-time jobs, so I still had one job at least, right?  Two months later I lost the second job.  I immediately started scrambling to land something in the OCR industry, but I could only pull in some freelance work.  Luckily, I found a new part-time job soon, and the freelance work was keeping my family afloat.  I worked with Mike Nusbaum (J-Chip) at the CMC Race in Amesbury doing interviews and videos.  I did marketing for Spartan Race and one of the freelance jobs I landed was shooting finish-line interviews for a new company called BattleFrog.  The only race I worked for them was the Mines and Meadows event in Pittsburgh.  We swam in a subterranean lake and shot glow-in-the-dark paintballs!  It was epic.  They never used any of my footage, but maybe I’ll show it someday for posterity.  I became friends with awesome people like Coach Pain, Corinna Coffin, and Chris Accord.  Even though I lost a lot of income that year, I was happy.  Unfortunately I didn’t notice that my family was suffering even more as the traveling intensified.

A Big Year

In 2015 I spent a month in Germany at a Startup Accelerator working on my app called The Nuts ChallengeOcutrack.  I focused everything into that app, and tried desperately to forget about OCR completely.  Ocutrack never got off the ground, but in the last week we traveled to London, where I pitched for investors, and coincidentally got invited to run one of the most harrowed races in all of the UK: The Winter Nuts Challenge (100 obstacles in just 4 miles of the muddiest terrain I’ve ever experienced).  While in London I spent time with the Mudstacle crew (Pete Rees, Tom Nash, David Hellard, and more) and stayed with famous obstacle racer and globe-trotting photographer James Appleton.   I’ll never forget that experience, but again, it was more time away from my family…. more selfishness.  While I quandaried my existential search for purpose in a foreign land, my wife was back home, making lunches, cleaning up barf, and shoveling snow.  When I returned, things were even more stressed, and I hadn’t gotten anywhere further in my career.  After that, I promised I would race less, be home more, and try to be more present.  My promises turned out to be empty.

2015: The Year of High Performance

2015-08-07-09-54-08When I first got the pictures back from the Nuts Challenge, it destroyed me.  Over the last five years I had let myself go and now it was obvious: I was fat again.  Not just dad-bod chubby, but seriously fat.  I had to make a change and despite my promises not to race, I used the idea of getting in shape/losing weight, as an excuse to race again.  This time though, I would get fit and race fast, but race less.  I promised my family that if I could just qualify for the OCR World Championship, I would be done racing after that.  No WTM. No Spartan World Championship.  Just one or two races to qualify, then OCR Worlds. And for a time, it worked.  At least I met my own selfish goals.  Lose 25 pounds? Check.  Qualify for OCR Worlds? Check.  Start a Sports Agency with Brad finding sponsorships for OCR athletes? Check.  Spend more time with my family?  (Crickets).  I might have put less time into ION, but I ended up spending more time on myself doing long runs, and hitting the gym.  Hell Yeah! I looked and felt great! What could go wrong?

Lightning in a BottleOCRWC Media Elite

Ultimate TriumphOCR World Championships 2015 was like nothing I had ever experienced before.  All my best OCR friends were there.  I made new friends and met one of my reality heroes Evan “the Rocket” Dollard.  I worked with Mud Run Guide as part of a media team that covered everything!  The brutal course nearly destroyed me, but I kept my band!  Everything about the event was magic; from covering it as a reporter, to experiencing it as an age-group racer, and the feeling of belonging to a bigger, international community of racers.  The pièce de résistance came unexpectedly on Sunday afternoon.  The team race was over, most everyone had gone home, and the weather was perfect.  About 20 of us sat around the tables and campfires, drinking the last of the Yuengling, and philosophising about the future of OCR.  Margaret Schlachter mentioned her beer mile time.  Some chaps from the UK said they could beat it.  I said, “We are definitely doing a beer mile right now.”  Garfield Griffiths and Chris Accord put on their RD caps and marked out 400 meters.  Sandra Pelletier Sawyer started pouring beers.  After working out the rules and organizing all the runners in the corral, the First Annual Unofficial OCRWC Beer Mile was underway and it was glorious!  Despite my legs being completely thrashed from Saturday’s 10 mile course, I finished strong, not in last place, and held down all my beer.

Don’t Stop the PartySuper Slide

Not to let the fun die out, UK racer Ross McDonald stripped to his underwear and marched up the hill next to the 300 ft. slip and slide.  The dry slide quickly thwarted his efforts, but when Garfield tripped into the pump that sends the water up the hill, it surprisingly and by total accident, turned on and started sending water down the slide again.  I followed shortly thereafter, and then it was on!  Soon the Canadians and Aussies were also launching themselves, mostly naked, down the slide into the splash pool below. The most fun I’ve had at any race, ever, period.  The fun didn’t stop there.  We snagged a DD and jumped into a rented SUV, grabbed dinner, then went on a mission to find more drinks to take back to the UK hotel for some fun by the pool.  I crashed with the UK guys that night and when they finally dropped me off at my car at the race venue early Monday morning, we were bros for life.  I went to a very conservative Christian college with a dry campus, so at 37, I felt like I was re-living my youth, and even besting it with alcohol fueled fun that I had never experienced in my twenties.  The problem was, I’m not 21 anymore, and I have a family at home who needs me.  Time to grow up.

Facing the Music

I made the seven hour drive home, and arrived to a ticker tape parade, balloons, everyone gawking at my Finisher T-shirt, and drooling over my kept band.  Can you sense the sarcasm?  In fact, I got the same old cold shoulder I got after every long weekend away, and no one really cared about my accomplishment. Why should they?  They weren’t sharing in my fun, only being abandoned, during the very busy school/soccer/ballet season.  Not to mention that I was so wrecked that I could barely walk for a week.  Why can’t they just support me in my endeavors to bring myself more fun and pleasure?  Why could something so awesome, be bringing my family to the brink of collapse?  I vowed to quit.

Still Lying to Myself

I didn’t quit.  In December that year, I spent a week in Austin, TX at the The Running Event which featured a Spartan Indoor Short Course and Joe DeSena even gave a talk to the road running community on the unprecedented growth of OCR.  Every big name running retail/footwear/apparel company in the world was there and so I went with a media pass, a free place to stay (Thanks Jenn and Adam!), and a goal to try finding sponsors for some of my OCR friends (remember that Sports Agency?).  I made great connections, had great conversations, and returned with enough free swag to almost cover my airport parking fee.  Still, my family needed me and I was gone.

Still Addicted

OCR Family CitiField 2016As the 2016 season approached and the OCRWC moved to Toronto, the OCR temptress sucked me back in.  My family would just have to deal with the consequences, because I wasn’t missing out on all the fun I had in 2015.  I had scored free tickets to a few Spartan races and new shoes in Austin, so I planned out my season.  To score points with my family, I brought the whole clan to CitiField and the kids even ran in the kid’s race.  They had a blast, but it was just a cover.  My true intention was to qualify for OCRWC and maybe see some of my big important OCR family.  I missed qualifying by just two places, so I had to race at least one more race, plus OCRWC at the end of the year.  Even though I hadn’t posted anything to obstaclenews.com in months I used my media influence to get a last-minute entry to a Savage Race in May.  With a determination to qualify in my Age Group and beat Mike Natale, I left my family in PA and set off to Maryland to get Savage.  I placed fifth, and started planning my trip to Canada.

A Glimmer of Hope

In June 2016 my wife and I celebrated our 15th Anniversary by taking a second honeymoon in Jamaica and it was amazing.  We reconnected in awesome ways.  We recharged our batteries.  Then in July I shipped out to Kentucky on a humanitarian mission with the Air National Guard for two weeks.  It was brutal, but I was serving my country, and my family understood.  I didn’t race a single other OCR over the summer or into the early fall, so when OCRWC came around in mid-October, I thought I had a free pass.  The event was cool, the venue beautiful, and bringing my best friend Dave to help me run the team event, made the whole experience new.  However, it wasn’t a repeat of the 2015 event.  The venue was a little more upscale, the athletes were a little more serious, the wrist-bands given away a little too freely, and the lack of freezing water made the whole course a little less epic.  The parties were a little less raucous.  The big name friends I normally hung out with were pulled in a few too many other directions.  I came away from the whole thing a little flat, and my friend reminded me that the experience I had last year was lightning in a bottle: unique and special, never to be duplicated again.


The Hard Truth

That’s when I realized that the unique experiences I was chasing at OCR events were not real.  My Facebook OCR friends, even the ones I’ve met in real life, as awesome as they are as people, mostly aren’t real friends.  Granted, there are some (and you know who you are) that are real.  If I have your real phone number, and you would pick up when I call, then you are a real friend.  If we are connected, but we have never talked on PM or IRL, then we are not truly friends.  I will be removing you from my Facebook friends list because it no longer works for me to have my fingers in both pies.  It might work for lots of people, but I must stop lying to myself about OCR.  It is an addiction for me, and a cruel mistress.  Every time I go away to race it’s like I’m cheating on my family, and that’s no longer okay with me.  It was never okay with them.  I’m not judging you or your life.  Everyone has a different Work-Life-OCR balance that they must find for themselves.  For me, coming home from OCRWC 2016, I finally saw my mistress for who she was, and what it was doing to my family.

Cold Turkey

That is why I’m breaking up with OCR.  I reached a lot of the goals that I wanted to reach, but it’s doing more harm than good in my life, and so I’m quitting today, for good.  If you’ve read this far down, then either OCR is probably something important in your life or you are a close friend of mine.  You are wondering what the hell I’m doing and why I’m busting on OCR.  If you love OCR, I’m not here to judge you.  Are you single, with a flexible job that doesn’t require a lot of intense labor on a Monday? Then the OCR life is probably great for you.  If you are married and your spouse loves OCR too, that’s even more awesome!  I know tons of great OCR couples that get muddy together, stay fit, and even some who get their kids involved too.  Unfortunately, I also know families that have been destroyed by OCR, because it wasn’t about the fitness, the community, or the time away.  Those things strain any family dynamic, regardless of the situation, but a strong, well prioritized family survives.  It comes down to priorities and focus.  If you put OCR before your family, you will lose them.

Getting Real

Take a good hard look at your life; who you are and where you want to be.  Ask yourself these questions: Is OCR hurting my relationships? Is it hurting other areas of my life (career, finances, time, etc.)?  Is there any other way for me to stay fit that will not negatively impact others?  If the answer to these question is “Yes”, then OCR may not be for you.  The medals, T-shirts, and Facebook photos will all go away and be forgotten.  OCR can’t take care of you when you’re alone, old, dying, and sick, but the people in our lives, real people, are the only thing that can last a lifetime.  Don’t alienate them.  There is meaning and goodness and community in OCR. There is strength, inspiration, and transformation too.  My friend Scott Kineally’s documentary Rise of the Sufferfests captured this beautifully (Go watch it, it’s amazing!).  It helped answer the question, “Why do we pay for pain?” and everyone has their own answer.  When I answered my “Why” it was just no longer enough for me to keep going, and that’s why I’m breaking up with obstacle racing.

What Will Happen to Obstacle News?Inside Obstacle News

There are currently some plans to save select articles and redirect obstaclenews.com here to ORM, but the youtube, twitter, and istagram channels will stay up even if I never post to them again.